You

You.
Be you.
Nothing but you.
Your unique strange self
Not this commercialized facade, Pay to Play
but You.
It is nothing but you I need
You.
Yet you elude my grasp.
You frustrate, perplex and puzzle.
Damn you.
Damn you and yet I still want you.
You.
My curse, my struggle, my drug, my fix.
You have hooked me like a fish
Free me or else
You must keep me.

Dreams

I wake every morning somber.
My dreams have vanished into the ether.
But I rejoice, one dream has not left yet.
She's a free soul
I wish I could say she was mine,
But I can't
All I can do is trust her.
It's not as though she can't lie
Not as though she can't hurt me
But you won't - ever
All of my heart is held in your hands
Gentle, soft hands holding my fragile heart
In a moment you can crush it,
But you won't.
I know this.
You aren't God, not an angel, but a lowly human
And yet
You're imperfectly perfect
A whisper, a hint of heaven in my life.

Jenny

Guys
Boring guys
What do they see?
Girl.
Cute girl
Cute lips, big tits
How I'd like to be in her.
How predictable
Sex driven, blinded by hormones.
Me.
You look like a Jenny.
If I could fly, would you fly with me?
Where would we go?
Let's take a celestial cruise
Let's bother the birds
I hate birds.
But I love Aladdin.
Let's make ice cream swirlies out of the clouds.
We'll be in a whole new world
Where it's never the what
Don't really care about the how
But deeply interested in the who
And it's all about the why.